current friends and future friends <3

believe it or not, i actually don't have a lot of friends. i mean i have a lot of friends/acquaintances but not a lot of super close friends. i have about five best friends who i hang out with and tell personal things to (and fifteen girls who i have never met but still consider best friends @_thegalpals). which isn't a bad thing, i know. but i have always wanted a large group of girls who i can have sleepovers with every weekend, go shopping with, find coffee shops with, talk about boys with, and attend church with.

with that being said, i cannot wait to go to college and travel and meet some of my life-long girl best friends. i have been praying for about a year now that i will meet the most wonderful, fun spirited, Jesus loving gals in college and i have full faith that God will give me those girls. i have such an outgoing, nurturing personality to where i want to be surrounded by people almost all of the time and hate being alone. i truly believe that God wouldn't give me a personality like that and then not give me a huge group of girly friends to hang out with and do life with.

but for now, i have my five close friends (who do not get me wrong, i wouldn't trade for the world. it's just that they aren't all girls and we all can't hang out all the time). and i have my fifteen gal pals who i am dying to meet. and i have Jesus. and currently, that is enough for me. so if you ever feel alone or like you don't have nearly enough friends, pray and be thankful for the friends you do have (even if you only have one). God will provide you with friends who make your heart happy and your lovely soul dance. you will eventually meet people who satisfy and calm your anxious heart and love you for you. so for now be patient and embrace where you are and who your friends are. your current friends are beautiful and your future friends are beautiful. and they love you.